on-call

I am on-call today.So far no calls. Today at work I attended our monthly staff meeting,had one visit and it was my supervisory visit for my review. The person supervising me said I did an excellent job. Then I had a zillion phone calls-actually I was surprised I only did about 25 or so. Now it is storming. I definitely do not want to go out on a call. I dislike oncall but it is an in order to. In order to work where I am I have to do oncall. I only have to do it two to three times a month but I would rather not have to do it at all. Once upon a time when I started working in the grief department we didn't have too. It was heavenly. I only have 13 more hours to go.
Debbie

Nightie night

I am sleepy. I just got home from the landmark seminar. I realize many in order to's I do. In order to look good,in order to be liked,in order to stay out of trouble,in order to avoid conflict,in order to feel good,in order to be happy,in order to have people like me. Sheesh. Its like walking on egg shells sometime. I just want to be free of all that-
So why did I start blogging-in order to do something different,in order to gather some of my thoughts,in order to share myself,in order tp express myself in a new and different ways. In order to have fun.
Ok I guess I am rambling a little
I am going to sleep now

Good afternoon

I survived several meetings today. One meeting we have every Tuesday really numbs my brain. We have to listen to people read what everyone has written on a piece of paper about a patient. It is a two hour meeting. I guess it could be worse by being longer. I had lunch with my friend Ann today. Soup bar and salad. Healthy until you eat several bowls of soup. It is kind of gray outside. I will be heading for Orlando in a few minutes for the Landmark Relationship seminar. I don't feel like going but I said I would. Usually when I just go-it turns out to be a great session
Debbie

Good Morning

I have my coffee in hand. okay not exactly at this moment because I am typing. I had trouble sleeping because my bedroom fan was noisy. I finally fell asleep though. I have a cat named Graycie-she was sleeping in my room. She likes to be near me but not too close. Just checked my email. I will now go spend time in prayer,meditation,journaling and spiritual readings. It sets the tone of the day. I have also created my day via a yahoo group I started for Landmark grads. I am creating being a receiver as well as a giver. As I give so shall I receive.I work for hospice as a grief support specialist. Today I have meetings and phone calls. Tonight Landmark Seminar. I will write more later
Have a great day -whoever is reading this. :)
Debbie

First one

HI
This is the first time I have blogged. I am kind of sleepy right now but I will type a little. I just turned fifty on July 16. I feel alot younger than that. Most people think I look younger. I am single. I haven't met Mr. Right yet but haven't given up. I work as a counselor. I like to do alot of different things. So blogging is a new thing I am trying now. I hope to have interesting things to write. We shall see.
Night
Debbie