Pleasant Dreams

Well I am getting sleepy but thought I would blog as I haven't for a few days. Not sure if anyone reads this or not anyway. Work was okay today. I hadn't been to work since Tuesday morning. Due to Tropical Storm Fay-I had Tuesday afternoon,Wednesday and Thursday off. I am off on Friday's. I had a God/Nature Induced retreat from my everyday life. NOt as nice as my retreat in Santa Fe. I was really drained on Wednesday. THursday was better and I got to go outside for a little while. ALso got out for a little bit on Friday. I missed the sun. It was a beautiful Sunny day today. I had a visit with a man today whose wife died last month. Their only son died from cancer several years ago. Yet this man has a strong faith and a kind,caring nature. He also has alot of friends. It amazes me what challenges people go through. Some are able to cope and maintain a positive attitude. Others let the experience embitter them and they drudge through there lives. I try to be positive but I know there are times I whine to myself. The positive people I meet inspire me. Perhaps they are God's messengers-they are there to help me and not the other way around. HMMMM. Maybe I had it all backwards all along. I wasn't called to do grief work to help others but for others to help me-to prepare me for life's challenges. It is a stepping stone to whatever is next in my life.