Wednesday's ramblings

Today went okay.I am looking for another job but sometimes I feel guilty for doing so.Today a lady was so grateful that there is a Survivors of Suicide group for her family member to attend after a suicide. She was expressing relief but she really acknowledged me for seeing the need and offering it. ALso some of the people I meet with are so appreciative of me. I feel I am letting them down. But it is time for me to find a job where I can make a living,feel secure about,don't have to watch over my shoulder or worry about how many hours of productivity I put in. I also don't want to do on-call anymore. It is time for a change.